_quality time is so crucial in maintaining relationships. i'm glad i got some w/ you tonight, mom. i love your stories.
_i'm sorry, but i don't feel like it. it took so much energy to not care, & i don't wanna go back.
_am i living like it's the past? how will i react when i find out that you _________. will i accept it? will i be happy? sad? or indifferent? i have no idea. & i'm scared to find out. because i just realized that when ________, things'll have to change. but you don't realize how extremely happy i am with right now. i don't want anything to rock the boat.
_oh well. W/E. i guess that's the way things are right now. i tried, but you're not reciprocating. so w/e.
_i hope things can be like before. i hope that _____ hasn't affected anything.
_idk which side to take. ik it seems like i've already taken one, but i don't want to ruin our friendship either.
note to self:
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